Wednesday, September 26, 2012

Killing Loneliness

Ahh suddenly listen back to this song after a long while..kekeke

Sunday, September 23, 2012

Cep-cep-ception !

Weird dream, can't conclude what actually happening. But that person there.. looks down and lonely.. although I'm accompanying.. what the heck... -.-

Saturday, September 22, 2012

Punching bag

How I wish that at this exact moment,I'm at the Kota Keriangan bus stop.. Alone,eating chocolate waffle with Coke.. watching cars passing by the road.. doing just that...
Or in the Pondok.. just me and the black kapok guitar.. breaking the silence with Spanish Romance song.. doing just that...


Ima taimu mashin ni norikonde
anatani ai ni iku,Koto ga dekita nara
nou nanimo negawanai

Hakakute tooi kioku ni naru mae ni
I need a time machine




Monday, September 17, 2012

Snow Flower

If two people meet and they both fall in love, that's destiny for sure. If neither loves the other, even if they meet millions of times,
it's still not destiny! If one's in love and the other isn't, and the one who's in love grabs on and won't let go while the other just wants to run away, not only is it not destiny...it's pain.


*I do believe that I can learn to love someone,and who knows? maybe it is a destiny...but yeah, the last one is true, it's painful.


You say you love that person, but you keep asking for a return. Truthfully, you are not sincere at the first place.

*What if I tell you, asking for a return just showing that he is serious? well think about it.. asking for a return and forcing you to accept is two different thing.. if he ask for a return,the choice is still yours.. if it's NO, then it's done.. no more quarrel..


When your love is unrequited, it doesn't mean you are a loser. Actually, Allah has reserved the best one for you.

*Thanks for this.Good luck on finding your soulmate too. Goodbye :D





The wind rattled the window 
The night shakes you awake 
I will change any sorrow 
Into a smile 

Thus the snow flowers fell 
Outside the window 
Unceasing 
And colored our town 
I realized that love means 
Wanting to do something 
For someone else...

The snow flower, doesn't feel any cold
because it's already accepting reality
to put a smile on faces
and it's left forgotten..





Tuesday, September 11, 2012

Go away

Alhamdulillah, my athma is getting cured.. yeah, maybe people would say "ahh small matter,asma sikit je pun,ngada2 gila ko".. but you never know,cos u didn't feel it.. yesterday I spew a lot before I went to KFK class.. I don't want to inhale the 'drug' cos it would make me sleepy and shaking..still got posters to finish and helping Nurakmal on it.. it's better to endure each breath than being ''weird''...

Well,breathing heavily and deeply is so tiring.. do u know that?

Yeah, maybe I look fine, laughing here and there.. but u didn't even know the truth.

Monday, September 10, 2012

Asma

Oh this medicine.. coded GO/DRUGS536B.. inhale it 4 times will cause your hand to shaking, heart beating fast and suddenly laloq-ness.. well I'd better get off to sleep. =.=

Thursday, September 6, 2012

Nell-Limit



내가 원하는 나의 모습과 
니가 필요로 하는 나의 모습이 같지가 않다는 것
잘못된 건 아니지 않나요 미안할 일 아니지 않나요
그런데 왜 또 그렇게 자꾸 날 몰아세우는 건데
도대체 뭐를 더 어떻게 해

난 몇 마디의 말과 몇 번의 손짓에
또 몇 개의 표정과 흐르는 마음에
울고 웃는 그런 나약한 인간일 뿐인데 
대체 내게서 뭐를 더 바라나요
내가 줄 수 있는 것 그 이상을 
줄 수 없음에 미안해해야 하는 건 이제 그만 둘래요

달라졌구나 참 많이도 변했구나 
난 여전히 그대론데 넌 달라져버렸어
근데 혹시 한번 쯤 반대로 생각해 본 적은 없었나요

난 몇 마디의 말과 몇 번의 손짓에
또 몇 개의 표정과 흐르는 마음에
울고 웃는 그런 나약한 인간일 뿐인데 
대체 내게서 뭐를 더 바라나요
내가 줄 수 있는 것 그 이상을 
줄 수 없음에 미안해해야 하는 건 이제 그만 둘래요

빼곡히 들어선 의미라 했지만 나에겐 공허하기만 한
일방성의 무의미함 방랑과 방황의 차이

난 몇 마디의 말과 몇 번의 손짓에
또 몇 개의 표정과 흐르는 마음에
울고 웃는 그런 나약한 인간일 뿐인데 
대체 내게서 뭐를 더 바라나요
내가 줄 수 있는 것 그 이상을 
줄 수 없음에 미안해해야 하는 건 이제 그만 둘래요

Sunday, September 2, 2012

Kahwin & Jodoh (part 2)


Oleh kerana permintaan dari cik Syafiqah Nabilah utk continue ttg ni, I terpaksa ikut.. kekee.. so kita sambung number 5 *Part 1 smpai number 4*

5.Apa kata "survey"?
Apa kata ''survey''? Apa pulak survey2 ni, pop quiz ke? Haha no.. actually, its surrounding. Yeap, apa yg nk diulas disini ialah situasi persekitaran. Tentang bagaimana sebuah rumah tangga terbentuk. Okay mari kita lihat. Paling simple, tanyalah ibu dah ayah kita sendiri. Siapa mereka sblm mereka bergelar suami dan isteri? Bila mereka berkenalan? Berapa lama tempoh yg diambil dari tempoh mereka berkenalan hinggalah masing2 mengikat janji membina istana kasih sayang abadi sbgai suami dan isteri?

Apa pula kata survey? well MOSTLY mereka berkenalan semasa di alam universiti. Yeap, tak percaya? Tanyalah ibu-bapa,lecturer,ustaz,cikgu,.. dimanakah mereka berkenalan dgn pasangan hidup mereka? KEBANYAKAN dari mereka berkenalan di alam universiti. Korang pasti ingat, semasa di sekolah menengah dulu, cikgu2 slalu pesan mcm ni

"Kamu semua tak perlu lah bercinta di zaman sekolah ni. Semuanya cinta monyet je,takkan kemana"

Apa yg tersurat, tak perlu nk diulas. Apa pula yg tersirat? Bercinta di zaman sekolah ialah cinta monyet, TETAPI bercinta di zaman universiti bukan, ia bukanlah sesuatu yg "takkan kemana" tetapi bermatlamat. Matlamat supaya mereka menjalin hubungan yg sah. Get the point? Sebab itulah mereka selalu tekankan tentang cinta monyet zaman sekolah. Pernah ke dgr cinta monyet zaman universiti? >_<

Usia kita semasa zaman universiti sudah cukup matang utk tahu baik buruk sesuatu, dah boleh fikir batas2 pergaulan. Bukan mcm waktu sekolah dulu.Well still, we got our own perspective.

6.Future planning dan usaha
Point yg ni lebih kepada ulasan ttg apa yg diperkatakan oleh Dato Dr Fadzilah Kamsah dlm part 1. Mcm apa yg Dato ckp, jodoh takkan datang bergolek. Ia perlukan usaha. Usaha dari segi apa? Bnyk bentuk usaha dlm mencari jodoh. Merisik, mencuri hati si dia, berdoa kpd Allah, or even melamar secara directly.Seperti apa yg sahabatku,Aman katakan.. we need future planning.. plan betul2 timing, kewangan, strategy.Ini juga suatu bentuk usaha dlm mendapatkan jodoh.

Okay,sekarang cuba bayangkan, tanpa perkara2 diatas, manakan dtgnya jodoh itu? Cuba fikir sejenak.....
Ingat, jodoh mmg ketentuan Allah, jodoh Allah sememangnya yg terbaik utk kita, TETAPI kita yg bertanggungjawab untuk mencari, berusaha utk mendapatkan jodoh itu sendiri. Senang cerita, tanyalah ayah anda sendiri. Betapa bnyk usaha yg telah beliau lakukan?

7.Pilihan
Biar aku kongsi satu cerita. Kisah benar yg berlaku, diceritakan oleh nenekku sendiri.Kita jadikan sebagai iktibar.

Alkisah seorang kenalan opah semasa opah belasan tahun. Dia ni cantik,hingga ramai lelaki yg tertawan. Sudah tentu ramai lelaki ingin mengorat, dan ada juga yg dtg kerumah ingin melamar. So,dijadikan cerita, semua lelaki ditolak mentah2.. hinggalah opah berkahwin dgn atuk pada usia 18 tahun. Masa demi masa, masih ada lelaki yg dtg ingin melamar si jelita ini. In the end, hingga ke masa ini, dia tidak mempunyai pasangan hidup. Yeap, dia solo sampai sekarang, lebih tua dari opah.

Disini kita lihat, Allah meletak pilihan di tangan kita. Kita berhak utk menolak atau menerima. Tetapi bagaimana kalau mmg sbnrnya dialah jodoh yg Allah tentukan itu? Mcm mana pula nak tahu dia adalah jodoh kita? Cara terbaik, solat istiqarah.  Ia adalah cara yg paling mudah Allah berikan kpd kita utk menunjukkan si dia sememangnya jodoh kita. Banyak lagi cara utk mengetahui si dia adalah jodoh kita, baca lebih lanjut di sini.


 
     Sampai sini sajalah ulasan dari aku. Mcm biasa, kita pnyai pandangan masing2.. ini hanyalah sekadar perkongsian pandangan dari aku.. mana yg rasa tak btul tu xperlu terima.. assalamulaikum :D