Shiawase // Happiness

Happiness

People relates happiness too much to love. 

Why? Why don't people see that there are many other things that can make you happy.

Have a great friends, and family. Don't they also makes you happy?

Do whatever you want. Go out, have fun.  Play games. Travel. Watch TV series. Play music, do arts. Sports. Read books. Have your own time. Be closer to God. 

Hey, there are tons of way to be happy, but why people keep on chasing that sole happiness that come from... love?

Come to think of it,

That so call love bring more despair than happiness itself. One-sided love, false hope, cheated, mistreated, breakup, divorces. Heartbreaks.

Human change through time, and love might not stays.

I am not saying that love can't make you happy. It sure does in some way.

But we tend to forget that the only one true love is between you and your creator. 

Sometimes you just have to stop chasing love, and be happy as how you are now.

And who knows, maybe love will come after you had found your happiness.

Nell-Limit

The image of myself that you need..
It’s not like it’s wrong.
It’s not like it’s something to be sorry about..
But then why do you keep blaming me
What and how can I possibly do more of?

I’m just a weak human
who cries and laughs
by few words and few gestures
and few expressions and flowing feelings
What more do you expect from me?
I want to quit having to be sorry
for not being able to give you more than
what I can give.

You became different.
You changed so much.
I’m always the same but you have become different.
But have you ever thought of it reversely?

I’m just a weak human
who cries and laughs
by few words and few gestures
and few expressions and flowing feelings
What more do you expect from me?
I want to quit having to be sorry
for not being able to give you more than
what I can give.

You say it’s a meaning that is packed fully
But to me it’s just empty meaninglessness.

I’m just a weak human
who cries and laughs
by few words and few gestures
and few expressions and flowing feelings
What more do you expect from me?
I want to quit having to be sorry
for not being able to give you more than
what I can give.

20 facts about me

I just being cool since Fena tagged me with this stuff, and dont wanna mess with my instagram. So here we go.

1. I can't correctly say the alphabet 'R'
2. I got dark skin
3. I have curly hair
4. I'm underweight
5. I have rabbit teeth
6. I only have birthday once in every 4 years
7. I prefer to swallow all my bitter emotion by myself, instead of sharing with anyone. But I really like it when someone share their's to mine. It makes me feel that they trust me.
8. It's really hard for me to hate someone, and really hard to get mad.
9. I prefer to be sad, rather than be angry.
10. I'm a lazy person. But that doesn't mean that Im irresponsible.
11. I got athmatic problem.
12. I got my ego high when it's on opinion (when I have a strong reasoning on it) but I prefer my ego low when it involve others emotion.
13. I'm not good with sports, and I dont like it.
14. I'm a 'skema' person if breaking that particular rules making me a sinner.
15. Its really hard for me to get motivated. But I do my best in most of things.
16. I dislike any food with chilli. But I can eat spicy food.
17. I like it when people being honest with me.
18. I love art so much, especially music.
19. I dont judge people by its pass. I judge people by its 'deen'.
20. I love Allah, Prophet Muhammad, my family, my friends, and my 'calon isteri'.

Life Hack 101: How to be Happy in life

1. Obey Allah and follow the teaching of His messenger, Muhammad s.a.w. If you really good at this, then you can just forget those how-to below.

2. Respect your parents. Do not be rude to them. No matter what they had done to you, you should never be rude to them.

3. Be grateful in every little thing in life.

4. Live your life as how it is now. Don't stuck on past, and don't think too much on the future.

5. Always think before you act.

6. Make someone else happy. Trust me, you will be happy too.

7. Lessen your hatred towards people. Remember two things; i) People can change. ii) Everyone is not perfect. So do you.

8. If you feel so sad; Go cry alot, but make sure you would not cry for the same reason again. Go have fun with your family, friends or lover. Forget about the things that makes you sad. Life is too short to be sad all the time.

9. Husnudzon to people as long as the bad thing you think about them is not reveal as a fact. Remember, each of our bad thought is not from our own self, its from our Qarin.

10. Be honest to people.

11. Be forgiving and ask for forgiveness if you do wrong.

12. Do whatever makes you happy. But always remember, this happiness is temporary, what we really want is the eternal happiness hereafter.

13. No matter what happen, always remember; Everything happen for a reason, something happen to change the season.

Passion

Ada sorang member aku encourage aku utk bergiat balik dlm bidang music ni. So, here I am.
Sementara cuti ni, aku buat lagu. Main game pun kadang2 je. Focus lebih kat bidang music ni, sbb passion aku dah kembali.

Yeah, passion aku dlm bidang ni. Kalau xkerana passion, tak mampu aku nk fokus lama2 depan laptop, pastu tarik gitar, pastu depan laptop balik. Korang mungkin tgk lagu 3minit tu nmpk simple, tp hakikatnya xsemudah yg disangka. Drum roll, gitar, bass tab, lead, select plugin, settings. I try my best to remake all songs 1by1.

About Zero Range. Aku rasa now aku nak gerak solo je. Theory music dah ada, cukuplah sekadar aku mampu buat lagu2 ZR balik secara solo. Cuma suara aku yg meow meow ni xla sebagus Lazman Lee (tu yg aku rasa). Sebut R pun xbetul. But still thats it for ZR. Aku xnak kata ZR disband, tp aku nk tunggu org lain dlm ZR yg nk hidupkan balik. Bila org dah xda minat, buat apa nk paksa.

And pasal sokongan. Aku tau, ada yg memperlekehkan. Ada yg xamik kesah pun. Nak click ''play'' tu pun berat, inikan pulak nk bg pendapat. Yes, I know. Aku sedar, aku bukan bagus mana pun. Bukan best pon lagu aku, haha. Xkan la smpai nak kena pm sesorang pass lagu, dah mcm desperados pulak.

But still, Im doing what I love to do, and what I can do. Tak kesah la apa org nak kata cos I still got few friends that keep on supporting me, family, ひかり by my side. That's enough to keep me on track. Dgn bagi idea, bg semangat , dan ada yg sanggup nk cover lagu aku. Thank you so much.

Last but not least, here's my soundcloud. https://soundcloud.com/awie-eijishi. Kalau rasa rajin, dengar la lagu baru aku dlm tu, titled My Sacrifice. Kalau lagi rajin, komen sekali.

Peace.

Long time no see

So, yeah. 

It has been a long time since the last time Im here. 

Too many ideas but too lazy to write it down. 

Too bad.

zzz

I'm a happy go lucky person, but that doesn't mean that I can't be serious. When I'm serious, I hope you guys do the same. There's always a limit in acting childishly.

Feel so messed up till no song in the iTunes suits my mood now. zzz.