Shiawase // Happiness

Happiness

People relates happiness too much to love. 

Why? Why don't people see that there are many other things that can make you happy.

Have a great friends, and family. Don't they also makes you happy?

Do whatever you want. Go out, have fun.  Play games. Travel. Watch TV series. Play music, do arts. Sports. Read books. Have your own time. Be closer to God. 

Hey, there are tons of way to be happy, but why people keep on chasing that sole happiness that come from... love?

Come to think of it,

That so call love bring more despair than happiness itself. One-sided love, false hope, cheated, mistreated, breakup, divorces. Heartbreaks.

Human change through time, and love might not stays.

I am not saying that love can't make you happy. It sure does in some way.

But we tend to forget that the only one true love is between you and your creator. 

Sometimes you just have to stop chasing love, and be happy as how you are now.

And who knows, maybe love will come after you had found your happiness.

Pair of Wings

Hope and Fear is like a pair of wings. You need both to fly- Imam Maturidi. 

Taken from Matluthfi vid titled ''Sebelah Sayap". The main point of the vid is how people try to solve problematic person with own different ways.

Most of people noticed how the ''Islamic'' dude do it wrongly, when Mat Lutfi do the right thing, in helping his housemate that suffer alcohol addiction.

But do you guys ever questioned yourself, which type of person you are?

Honestly, I can see most of people around me, keep abandoning problematic person.

''Lantak dia lah, dia dah besar'',

"Bukan tak nasihat, tapi dia yg tak nak dgr",

"Ni salah mak bapak dia lah, dia jadi mcm ni",

Don't you think that those words can be considered as running away from them? Why? Do you feel afraid that you would be the same?

Or you just simple don't care to help them at all?

And honestly, I'm also sometimes do the same thing. Running away.

Even when we're little, our parents already teach us ''jgn kawan dgn budak tu, dia nakal". There's a logic in their words at that time, but now we can already think which thing is bad, which thing is good. Still afraid?

If we want to help someone, put ourself into their position first. Feel his problem, find the source. And try to help in istiqamah way. That's what I believe, and what I trying to do.

Instead of just making our heart speak, make our mouth say it ! Take action ! That's what friends are for. Help who in need, not simply left them.

..If bad people only gather with their kind of people..

..and good people only gather with their kind of people..

..then until forever those tainted heart won't change..

..unless its by Allah's will..

Thats It !

*BOOOMM*

Its like a hit to the face, adoiyaii..

tiba2 terfikir pula kan.. so wanna share it here..here it is

Mungkin Allah belum temukan aku dgn jodohku kerana belum cukup sempurna imanku !

BANG BANG BOOM ! rasa mcm terkena straight to the face.. my own thought, give me facepalm..

This is it ! an accurate reason.. this is the answer

Yela, kalau iman sendiri tak terjaga, cemana nk jaga iman org lain betul tak?

well maybe I should change little by little. Mana2 kurang tu kena repair. InsyaAllah.

Drama Swasta Result Exam.. wew

Omoo baru aku perasan aku terlupa nak post ni xD.. so here it is.. 

Alhamdulillah, semester ni aku berjaya mengalahkan diri aku pada sem lepas.. semua kerana bantuan Allah SWT terhadap hambanya yg lemah mcm aku ni..
Mcm biasalah, bila kluar result, yg berjaya gembira, yg kurang berjaya berduka.. tu smua tak boleh nak dielakkan kerana kita semua manusia biasa..ye tak?

Bila timbul isu result ni, mcm2 le drama yg berlaku.. Tanpa melengahkan masa, ayuh kita lihat drama2 yg berlaku..


Ilmu vs Pointer Semasa,

Kadang2 kita lupa apa tujuan kita menuntut ilmu itu sendiri.. cuba kita fikirkan balik, kita kejar ilmu atau kita kejar pointer? sbgai student sendiri, aku faham.. pointer ni penting,. sbb ia akan tertera pada sijil diploma kita nanti.. tapi, mana datang kerberkatan dalam menimba ilmu jika kita hanya mengejar pointer semata-mata?


Definisi Ilmu/Pointer dari pemahaman aku sendiri,

Ilmu-Segala apa yg dipelajari sepanjang semester, sama ada secara langsung atau tidak langsung. Datangnya dari pelbagai sumber, sama ada pensyarah, buku, rakan-rakan,dan ahli keluarga sendiri. Melibatkan kefahaman dan rasa ingin tahu pelajar itu sendiri.

Pointer Semasa-Apa yg dijawab dlm helaian kertas, dlm tempoh 2-3jam menggunakan pngetahuan ttg apa yg dipelajari dlm tempoh 1 semester.

Jadi, wajar ke kalau segala apa yg dipelajari dalam satu semester hanya diukur dlm masa hanya 2-3 jam? Bukan tu je, ada pula insan yg tak sihat time exam, atau menghadapi stress, kemurungan akibat kematian ahli keluarga, dan beraneka lagi faktor yg mengakibatkan seseorang tu hilang tumpuan.

Tak munasabah kalau kita jadikan pointer itu semata-mata sebagai kayu ukuran. Segala ilmu yg diperolehi dan difahami sepanjang pembelajaran dlm semester itu jauh lebih bermakna dan tidak perlu diukur-ukur dan dibanding-banding dgn kawan-kawan lain.

Result tu rezeki dari Allah,.. ada yg dpt lebih, ada yg kurang,. ada yg Allah jadikan sbgai ujian kepada kita..
Sebaliknya, Ilmu itu anugerah iaitu rezeki mutlak dari Allah,. bersyukurlah sbb kita masih diberi peluang utk menimba ilmu.. Ingat, ada bnyak insan diluar sana yg inginkan tempat anda sekarang..


Usaha dan Tawakkal,

Kalau nk berjaya tu, sure2 la perlukan usaha.. tipu la klau nk kata seseorang tu berjaya tanpa sebarang usaha.. Tetapi, antara perkara yg aku perasan la, masyarakat kita ni selalu sgt mempertikaikan usaha seseorang.. antara ayat2 yg femes dikatakan mcm ni-

 ''minah ni study sikit2 je tapi score gak time exam, aku study penat2 xscore pun''.. 

Satu la bnda yg aku nk tanya kpd insan2 yg mempertikaikan usaha org lain.. 

Korang pasang CCTV ke kat sekitar dorang sampai korang boleh sure usaha dorang ni sikit je? 

Bnyk bnda yg perlu korang ambil kira dlm bab belajar ni,..tak perlu la nk mempertikaikan usaha seseorang itu, sebaliknya muhasabah diri tu sendiri.. seperkara lagi yg sering org lupa, ialah tawakkal individu lain itu sendiri.. mungkin Allah menerima doa dia.. mungkin usaha dia dlm berdoa kepada Allah lebih dari kita sendiri..who knows? 

Bila menghadapi kegagalan,

"Failure in life is not the main problem.. the main problem is when you give up and don't want to stand up after the failure.."

Don't give up ! selagi ada peluang, teruskan dgn jalan yg telah dipilih, sehinggalah Allah menutup jalan itu sendiri, supaya kita memilih jalan yg lebih baik In sya Allah.. Jalan bukan penentu, tetapi destinasi itu sendiri.. ada jalan yg jauh, jalan yg berliku, jalan shortcut, ada yg jalan kaki, yg naik kereta, naik kuda, naik harimau.. tp matlamatnya masih destinasi.. kita ni masih muda, comei2 lagi.. perjalanan kita masih jauh,. so jgn putus asa, teruskan perjalanan menuju destinasi masing2..

Sebagai kawan pula, tak perlulah nk cari salah mereka yg menghadapi kegagalan.. sbb mereka lebih kenal diri mereka sendiri.. biar mereka muhasabah diri mereka sendiri,. nk nasihat pun, tunggu dia dah cooldown dulu,. bukan time2 tu direct nk point itu-ini.. 

Nak tgk korang jenis kawan yg mana, tgk kartun begip aku kat bawah ni,

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So, which type are you? Nasihat awal2, or bila member tu dah kena baru nak bising, baru nk nasihat? Ukur baju di badan sendiri.

That's all folks.Lets us pray for a better future for all of us. Amin. 

Pretenders

It's not cruelty. It's human nature.
People cried on your shoulder. Now tell me, do you really feel sad and sympathize? Or you just pretending to be sad, and thinking the exact words to say. 

You care for other people around you. Then tell me, how much that you had done for them? How far that you willing to go just for your so-called ''care'' for them?

You can act, like an actor. A veteran actor. But there's no way that you can hide the huge gap between acting and action. 

It's such a sad thing, when ''cheer up !'' is just an empty words. Is it really the only words that you can say? Is it really the only thing that you can do? Or you didn't even bother trying. 

You're also a liar. "I know how you feel'' is such a lie. You don't even know how they feel !

It doesn't take long. Doesn't need a PhD in Psychology studies to observe your action,your behavior.

Be honest with yourself, and you will find out that, you're just a pretender.

Tragedy

journey to casa from uitm

Too much tragedies. At least, 5th semester ended already.Here in Perak, I can feel the warmth of being together with atuk, opah and Iqa. Study life is tiring, and making me numb.

And the circle of life in Penang. It's not that I don't want to involve in something, and it's not that I prefer sit in front of laptop for hours (or maybe it is).. it's just that, I want to repeat the empty day, until it finally ends. Lame it is. But that's the way I'm comfortable with.

One thing that I really hate this semester is too much of bad mouthing. I'm not excluding my own self, sometimes,I do the same too. It is really shameful for us muslim to bad mouthing others, bad mouthing our own friends. Everything happen for a reason, you can't judge a person just by one mistake that he/she make. Even he/she is what you said, even that what you had told is true story about that person behavior, you can't bad mouthing him/her. Look at yourself first, are you really that perfect to condemn others? Once you told about the bad side of a person, the stories will chain continuously. That is why in Islam, mengumpat is one of a big sins.It's like you're eating your own relatives corpse.

You got problem with that person, then tell him directly. Whats the point of bad mouthing? It won't solve any problem. Remember, a true friend is someone who can correct his friends,can advice them, not by watching until the end.

I'm not excluding my own self. But once I realize I'm in the middle of bad mouthing session, I will stop. Not to brag, but at least I got some effort to control myself.

Secondly, my love life is completely ZERO this semester..haha adoii ottoke.. Don't know la when I'm gonna get a girl friend. It's not that there's no girl that catches my attention, but it's hard. Think about this, think about that, think about how we are, think about logic.. and in the end I was like " AHHH MALAS !!" ahaha >_<

Right now I just want to enjoy my holiday~ wohooo~ Hope you guys enjoy your holidays too ! Assalamualaikum

Couple of words before I go to sleep

A little less conversation with Noa. He is indeed,quite alert. The fact that he manage to pointed that out makes me hurt more.But I'm cool with that,hehehh..thanks..

Well what to do Noa,the main problem of people is they will never know where and when they hurt others.Where and when they make mistakes.And they also doesn't realize what their mistakes are.Ego will set their mind with "I didn't do anything wrong". I'm not excluding myself with that type of people because sometimes,I also do the same.No difference at all.

2:47am,Fakhi send me a message,

  

"ko ok x?"  (are you okay?)

Well this type of friend,is really the best a man can get. He worried about me,and text me before he sleep.Care about other's feelings.Miss V if you read this, you must realize that breakup with him really isn't a great idea,although I don't really know what happen between both of you.

He act like a true friend.I also got few others that act like a true friend,which I'm glad to have them by my sides. 

Meanwhile,"acting" like a friend is the other sides of story.

What's done is done. And I'm cool with it. I'm not god to judge someone,so better let it be.

1 Liter Of Tears

Just finish watching 1 litre of tears for the 4th time.This time with my mum.Like always,ep 8 is really "killer";no one can watch without crying (well if not, atleast your eye will be watery for sure)..so I cried together with my Okaasan (but cover my face with pillow :P)

Tell you what,this is the only drama that manage to make me cry truthfully.Because most of drama (korean and japan),the major sad element is about love.Unrequited love,break-up etc. But this drama,really one of a kind! *sfx Rob Van Dam*
and it's base on true story (although there are some alteration).
Its about a girl named Ikeuchi Aya (the actress is Erika Sawajiri) that struggle hard to fight her own illness.Her health gradually become worst every episode;yet she's so optimistic although in that condition.You can read more here.

                                                  Icheuki Aya,1962-1988

After watching it,there are many things that I've learned.The blessed of health,is something that we always forget.We didn't care much about our health,because we think that we're really healthy. But once god take the nikmat of good health from you,then you know how precious it is ! This drama also makes me value life more. Those words by Aya really does inspired me.I even bought the english translation of her diary at Kinokuniya,KLCC.Although I almost give up finding it after strolling for hours;even the bro at the info counter says that there's no english version.Still, in the end hardworks paid off.I finally found it with the help of my mobile phone,google-ing the ISBN for the book (somehow I feel like Aya is cheering me not to give up finding her diary).For anyone that wanna buy it,the ISBN is 9784-8968-44955.

Sugoii~!

Some of comments from my friends:

"huih,sape yg tak nangis tu mmglah hati batu kan..hehe"-Hinata-chan

"haha sedih doe"-Wak Iskandar

"sbb kite dh penat nangis,kte tak tgk 2ep las,hahaa"-Nurakmal

"2 kali tgk....2 hari....2 kali nanges cover...hahahah"-Mazu

So for those who doesn't watch it yet,you'd better be ! I can assure you that this 11 episode drama wouldn't waste your time;because it will somehow change your view in life.

Live life to the fullest !

PS-I will quoted Aya's words in my blog.
Currently still reading the diary ^^

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Reality of realities:Cycles

Life,is indeed a funny thing. Yesterday we laugh out loud then suddenly today, we cried. Its a funny thing that how a slight time can change everything. Cycle of happiness and sadness, life and death. It turn around with just a split second.

Although the changes occur within a short time,the period of each phase is what really matters. How long you've been sad,how long you've been happy;before you reach the limit of changing the phase.Its not a simple task to go through sadness and finding your own "changing point" to happiness. We need Iman.We need the heart of steel.

Typical human.We always look at person who's better than us. Envy them. Why are they this,and why you're not that? Keep questioning your so called bad fate. Sad,because we didn't realize that actually we're so lucky.
You're lucky because you can read this now.I'm lucky because I can type this now.Put our hand to our own heart and feel it beating.Lucky that Allah still give us chance to live.Lucky that we had been given good health to go through our daily life.

Today I'd lost my Ipod that I only use for 2 semesters.It's like what Icheuki Aya's mum said when she know about her daughter illness;

                                  "I can accept the fact,but still my heart can't accept it"

That's what I feel right now.Already at Perak but it feels like half of my heart had been left behind.
Although I'm sad about it,I do think that I'm still lucky. At the exact moment,there are people who lost their home,while I just lost my Ipod.I am lucky right?

Even still.Trying hard to chill, but as a weak human being,its impossible.

Ya Allah,
   Ya Rahman,Ya Rahim.Please give me strength.
       Ya Ariff,Ya Hakim,Ya Adil.Show your judgement.

Behind the scenes.

Long time no see haa peeps.Sorry la mood aku smua dah drain habis.SO topic for today is about music.You don't like it then don't read.Go watch something else. -,-

Recently aku siapkn lagu baru,Love Experiment.But demo ver only ya. Bukan btul2,sbb aku nk tau kat mana kelemahan lagu tu. Apa kurangnya,apa yg kne dibaiki. SO,i decided to put the song in some group in Fb.Hasilnya........ *krik krik krik (sfx cengkerik)*

Xde komen.Xde response.Yg response pun kwn2 yg dah mmg aku send lgu tu..

Ouch that hurts.

Xpela nk buat mcm mne,maybe smua bz dgn hidup masing2.Xpun alasan biasa ''internet slow la''.. xpun ''tak perasan pun'' T_T huhuhh

Bukanlah tujuan aku letak tu nk tb (tunjuk bakat) ke apa. Aku just nk komen ikhlas. Kutuk la aku ganas2 aku xkesah. Sengau ke. Ala2 max247 ke. Asalkn aku bole improve lagu tu. Then xkn la smpai aku nk kne send setiap sorang lagu tu '' eh dgr la lagu ni ye,baru buat nii,penat i buat tau tau''. Sape lg nk aku mntak tolong klau bukan kwn2 sndiri ye x?

Maybe ada yg anggap poyo g promote lagu sndiri. So aku tnya korang balik, ada ke org pergi muzium seni dan tanya ''eh Leonardo da Vinci ni poyo la, tunjuk bakat ler tu dok promote lukisan sndiri kat muzium'' ade ke org tya mcm tu? -,-

Ok,aku sbnrnya faham scenario yg berlaku. It is always hard for people to accept something new and weird. For example, lagu Najwa Latif-Cinta muka buku,jd femes.Then ble ada org buat putus di Twitter ttbe kecoh sekampung Facebook lagu tu.Kalau la xde lagu cinta muka buku korang rasa lgu putus di Twitter tu ade ke org nk dgr?

So,what really did people like to hear? mereka suka apa yg org lain suka dan mereka suka apa yg sudah tersedia mereka suka.

Aku tya korang lg, kenal Sam Tsui? nape dy femes? sbb cover lagu2 yg dah femes. Tp org suka dy. Jujur la aku xrespect lgsung.

Korang rasa la klau2 dy buat lagu sndiri semata2, xde cover lagu org, boleh ke dy femes secepat itu? NOPE xkn la. Bagi aku yg setakat dok cover lagu org kat Youtube tu, tu namanye tumpang populariti.

U think composing a song is easy? setiap mlm tido kul 2-3 pagi. Sakit tlinga dok ulang button Play.Mandi pon jadi lama sbb nk cari ilham ! ngeh ngeh. Seronok sgt ke jd composer? org xkenal pun ko. Bpe ramai org dlm dunia ni yg dgr lagu kat radio then tya ''eh sapa compose lgu ni eh?''.. bpe ramai pulak yg dgr lagu then tanya ''eh sapa nyanyi lagu ni?''

cuba korang try berfikir sejenak, lagu tu sedap sbb composer ke sbb pnyanyi? Lagu yg dah mmg dicompose sedap, bagi la sape2 yg ada suara,yg ada bakat mnyanyi,still sdap jadinya ! sbb tu belambak org boleh cover lagu kat Youtube. Takkan la korang xpenah terfikir.

It's sad when nowadays org xpndg kreativiti, tp innovative lg sng mndapat tempat. Aku xkata aku ni pro sgt buat lagu. Aku xkata aku ni kreatif sgt. Aku masih mentah dlm bidang ni.Tp aku nk state kat sini apa yg aku nmpk, and its a fact.

Zero Range-Love Experiment

alang2 klau korang dah terbaca smpai sini,harap dgr then KUTUK sepuas2nya lgu atas tu.. aku nk improve. IMPROVE !

thanks.

Melancholy.

Aku skang kat KL.Dah sminggu kat sini.Duk rmh parents.Tp kali ni kehadiran aku kat sini bukan mcm dulu2,dtg nk have fun.Jalan2 sini sana.Kali ni dtg dgn tugas, tanggungjawab yg diamanahkan kpd aku sbg abang sulung, utk mnjaga ayah aku kat hospital.

Ayah aku ada sakit jantung.And operation utk gantikan stand salur jantung.Sedih.Anak mana xsedih kalau ayah sendiri sakit.Tp tu kuasa tuhan.Dia yg merancang.Kte kne redha dgn ketentuan illahi.

Hospital satu tempat yg, walau bagaimana cantik pun design dalaman hospital tu,atau betapa ramainya awek nurse yg cun2 kat situ, ia ttp mmberi impak kesayuan. Logiklah kan, bila kte tgk kiri kanan org sakit. Pakcik makcik terlantar.

Lg mnyedihkan, masa aku teman ayah aku dlm wad ICU,btul2 sblh katil ayah aku tu, ada (allahyarham) seorang pakcik lingkungan usia 50 tahun sedang nazak. Anak2 dy berkumpul baca Yaasiin. Aku smpat intai skrin condition jantung. Mmg dah critical. Aku turun skjap tunaikn solat maghrib, bila aku naik balik kat wad ayah aku,pakcik sblh dah mninggal.

Anak2 dy mnangis. Mak ayah aku pun mcm dah bergenang air mata. Masa tu ayah aku masih lg tgh baring, baru lepas operation.

Cuba la korang bygkn klau korang berada di tempat ayah aku tu. Mndengar berita kematian dari sblh katil je. Sedangkn diri sendiri pun sdg sakit.

Duduk sblh katil ayah aku,termenung.Tu jela yg boleh aku buat.Sementara mnunggu masa melawat tamat..

2 hari kemudiannya,ayah aku discharged dari hospital. Alhamdulillah, dy sehat, xde sbrg masalah. Skarang dy tgh cuti. Dlm 2 minggu xsilap aku. Kos operation ni lebih kurang dlm rm30,000. Mujurlah maybank, majikan ayah aku taja.

Tp kalau ayah aku pencen nnt mcm mana? sbb tu aku nekad nk dptkan kerja kerajaan.Biarlah org kata gaji sikit,janji dapat tanggung kos perubatan parents.

Akhir kata aku harap korang dpt doakan kesihatan ayah aku, and sayangilah parents korang sementara Allah masih mmberi nikmat beribu dan berbapa seperti sekarang.

Let it rain,let it rain

Hujan pulak mlm ni.Menaikkan mood aku utk menulis kat sini.

SO,

nk story pasal something yg agak mngecewakan aku,which is DIE-NAMIK or lebih dikenali sbg Dynamic:The study of Motion in Engineering (btul ke ni? aku main letak ikut sdp je..=_=)

Basicly,subjek ni mcm korang blajar fizik SPM dulu,tp lebih mendalam.LEBIH mndalam. Sgt mnguji logik akal,and sgt mnguji keimanan korang bila tgk contoh faham,tgk soalan xde idea nk buat apa.

Aku baru lepas exam paper ni,Isnin lepas.Dua hari sebelum tu start study.1st day study ringan2.The other day tu start dari pagi la gak,break jap dlm kul 3ptg sbb g open house rmh lecturer.Then mlm smbung.

Time mlm tu,aku selak-selak buku dynamic,dup dap dup dap jntung nih.Bila tgk yg ni xfaham,yg tu pun xfaham.Buku tebal lg nk study.Yg dah faham pun,bila tgk contoh soalan,xde idea nk jwb apa.Masalahnya bukan xcukup masa nk study,tp mmg dah xdpt nk faham.Cramp abis otak aku time tu.Sigh.

So aku tutup buku,call parents kat KL.Mak aku agak pelik la gak sbb slalu klau aku call pun xde time mlm mcm tu.Direct aku bgtau aku xleh nk study.Then mak aku suruh take a break,tgk anime,manga utk rehatkan minda .Dy bagi smgt,ckp aku boleh buat.Tp hakikatnya aku tahu aku xboleh.

Then ttbe aku rse sebak,so menangis jugak la mlm tu..huhuhh.. tp aku cover suara,xnk la parents aku dgr (xmacho la cmni,hoho xD).Habis basah bantal aku dgn air mata.. huhuhh..

Pastu abah aku pulak ckp dgn aku,apa yg dy tya aku just jwb ''erm2''.. dah xle nk bersuara dh time tu.Nasib baik pulak Manok,Mazu,Zaim,Wak dgn Is xkluar dari bilik,klau tak segan owh >_<

Then aku g amik air smbhyg,solat isya,and baca AlQuran.Aku selak kat page yg zaim tnda.Baca dlm 1 page.Bila baca terjemahan dy,terus hilang rasa sebak.Dlm bnyk2 page,page yg aku baca tu kebetulan ada sebut pasal dugaan dlm hidup.Ayat yg last dlm page tu.So aku terima bnda ni sbg dugaan aku.Benda yg aku kena tempuh.

Esoknya,time jwb.Ermm mmg as expected la. Mmg susah. 1st question jela klau nk dpt markah pun.Yg lain ntah betul ntah idak.2 soalan last dah mmg terasa hilang markah.Aigoo.

Bnda dah berlaku.Mls aku nk fikir lg dah (LOL apsal tulis gak pasal ni? =_='')

Just aku harap korang boleh doakan aku lulus subjek ni.

Kalau ditakdirkan fail,aku cuba terima dgn tabah.InsyaAllah.

Raya yg tak terasa

Berlalulah sudah Ramadhan,

sebulan berpuasa,

tiba Syawal kita rayakan,

dgn rasa gembira..

Assalamualaikum,salam Aidilfitri.

Raya yg tak terasa.Itu la yg aku rasa skarang.Sbb aku dah makin besar ke rasa mcm tu? aku still dpt duit raya what.Makan kuih raya.Baju raya. So? apa yg tak terasa? Sbb assignment dgn test? Ntahlah,mungkin ada mempengaruhi sikit kut.

Makin lama,makin hilang rasa 'raya' tu. Bukan sbb kita dah mmbesar,tp sbb kita dah berevolusi.Hingga hilang suasana raya tu sendiri. Klau dulu,time aku kecik2 dulu,mlm puasa mmg riuh main dgn mmber2 dpn rumah atuk aku ni. Main mercun,aci kejar,aci denaso,aci nyorok dan bermcm jenis aci lagi. Budak2 zaman skarang ada ke buat bnda2 mcm tu? mercun pun bapak2 diorang yg main. Baik dorang masing2 duk rumah main Ps3.Kecik2 pun dah pandai online Facebook what.

Evolusi. Kalau dulu,dekat2 nk raya,sebok mntak alamat mmber2,sbb nk hntr kad raya. Kedai2 runcit penuh jual kad raya. Sekarang? Kalau dapat 1 dah bersyukur habis. (aku dapat 1 dari seorang sahabat dari Shah Alam,thanks a lot.Hargai sangat2).

Alternatif lain,sms. Mmg mudah,but forward punya forward,smpai 2 msg sama dari org yg bbeza. Itu pun yg rapat2 jela msg aku. Bukan aku xnk msg org lain dulu,tp saja nk test tgk siapa yg igt aku,siapa yg tak. Or maybe igt,just mls nk ucap2 nii.

Klau mmg aku nk wish,mmg aku wish smua number dlm contact list aku ni.Aku penah wat kerja gila hntar voicemail main lagu raya guna gitar kat smua mmber2.Bpe ringgit habis kat situ je. Tu klau aku betul2 nk ucap. But bila turn aku yg tggu,ada la bbrapa je yg masuk.Thanks a lot kpd yg wish tu.Aku hargai sgt2.

Now,semua beralih ke Facebook. Evo evo. Wallpost je. Cepat dan senang. Straight to the point.Tapi korang perasan tak apa yg missing kat sini? It's the process. Contoh paling mudah,kita tgk lemang jela. Klau dulu, atuk aku dgn Pakcik Meor,driver bas sekolah, mlm akhir Ramadhan,sure dorang bakar lemang sama2. Aku pun selalu follow dgn member2. Tengok dorang bakar lemang.Melangut dgn mmber2 dpn api lemang tu,bersembang pasal dragonball ke,power rangers ke,digimon ke. Now? beli jela tepi jalan. Janji dapat mkn lemang pagi raya. Proses tu dah hilang. Suasana tu dah hilang. Semua straight to the point. Korang nk ke mcm ni? Serius aku rindu suasana raya.Suasana raya yg dulu. Bukan sekarang.

We're getting closer to the time when Eid is just a plain celebration. Sesuatu yg kita xrasai. Hambar.Mcm nk buat cukup syarat je. Janji ada tu,janji ada ni. Sesuatu yg dah terlambat utk dipelihara, utk anak2 kita nnt.Sigh.

Disini aku ingin mngucapkan Selamat hari raya Aidilfitri kpd smua ahli keluarga,saudara-mara,sahabat handai,guru2 dan seluruh umat Islam.Ingin memohon maaf kalau2 ada terkasar bahasa,terumpat,terguris hati dan yg sewaktu dengannya.

Mudah-mudahan sambutan kemenangan kita ini diberkati Allah SWT.InsyaAllah.

P/s-Selamat mnyambut hari kemerdekaan gak.Merdeka !

Run Away

I hope things will move fast.

Because I'm running,running,running away from it.

Time,please make your move !

I don't want to face the reality.

Hibernating for a long time.

Hope that it will gone on the next day,

when I wake up.

Yes or No?

Sometimes,you don't even realize that there is a question,that you are the answer.

Sometimes,you don't even realize when,and to who you'd said NO, or YES.

Don't even realize the question that you had answered with those words.

But those words can bring a huge meaning for someone.

Maybe you think that this is not related to you.

Believe me,it really does.

Demam bola

So,officially Malaysia tersingkir tadi.Itsokay la team,korang dah wat yg terbaik.

Btw,terkejut x aku wat post pasal bola? Haa,maybe ada yg terkejut la.Sbb klau korang kenal aku btul2,aku ni mmg xbrapa suka sgt dgn sukan bernama 'Bola Sepak' ni.

Maybe korang boleh kata ''aneh'' sbb usually boys layan bola,minum bola,makan bola,minum bola,sepak bola dan kesemua kata2 adjektif lain yg ditambah dgn ''bola'' dibelakang.Even girls pun bnyk yg gila bola.Nak buat mcm mana en,dah tak minat.However,aku still update dgn berita2 pasal bola nih.Takla sampai ke tahap anti.

Maybe korang rasa aku xminat,sbb aku xreti.Kaki bangku.Ada betulnya tu.Kalau nak kata sbb aku ada athma,xjugak.Se-athma2 aku ni,dapat gak num 17 merentas desa form 5 dulu.Tapi,ada sbb aku xsuka sgt bola,or sukan padang,sukan berpasukan.

Okay,meh sini aku story 1 cerita.

A long time ago,masa aku darjah 6,aku minat sgt dgn hoki (walau dgn badanku yg sgt slim ini).Beli la gak kayu hoki,shinguard,bola hoki semata-mata nk main hoki time koku,and main kat rumah sorang2.Then,aku xtau ada selection utk jadi wakil sekolah.Bygkan,hari last selection dari berhari2 tu baru aku dtg.

Time selection atas padang,maybe dah rezeki,aku jd org pertama yg cikgu select.Happy la gak,xsangka budak xfemes dlm sukan sekolah mcm aku boleh dapat.Plus,cikgu susun aku jd striker team lagi tu.HOHO xD

Tapi apa yg mengecewakan,time match.Aku duk luar pdg.Cikgu ganti aku dgn org lain.Waktu tu mmg kecewa habis T_T

Sebab apa? sebab budak2 asrama time tu amatlah ''perkauman''. Seriously. Dorang pujuk cikgu singkirkan aku,masukkan geng2 dorang.Nice x?

Tapi dapat gak la aku merasa masuk padang,tu pun half-time.Okay2,fair enough.Aku xlah salahkan cikgu.Nak salahkan budak2 tu pulak,nama pun budak2.Darjah 6.Biasa la benda2 mcm tu.

Tapi impaknya kat aku sampai dah besar ni.Bila sebut je pasal sukan padang,mmg aku xberapa gemar.Imagine,benda yg korang suka sgt2,then ttbe korang kne back stabbed.Smpai ke sekolah menengah,aku xpegang langsung kayu hoki.

Frustrated.And mengakibatkan permanent-psychological disorder kat aku =_=''

Nak kata sampai ke tahap phobia tu xlah,tapi quite xsuka.

Bek layan k-pop.HAHA xD

Reality of Realities: Alhamdulillah

Dunia ini penuh dengan kenyataan yang memedihkan.

Tetapi akan sentiasa ada ruang untuk kita mengucap Alhamdulillah sebagai tanda syukur pada Ilahi.

Syukur dengan apa yang telah dikurniakan.

Manusia akan sentiasa melihat kekurangan diri, dengan melihat kelebihan manusia yang lain.

Sepatutnya kita perlu melihat kelebihan yang dikurniakan kepada kita,dengan kekurangan yang ada pada manusia lain.

''walaupun aku 'itu',sekurang-kurangnya aku 'ini'... ''

Kerana tiada manusia dilahirkan sempurna.

Dan insan yang menganggap dirinya sempurna tidak akan terlepas dari kelemahan dirinya sendiri.

Iaitu sikap ego yang melampau.

Jadi,bersyukurlah dengan apa yang telah dikurniakan.

Alhamdulillah.

Reality of realities:Every Villains Is Lemon (EVIL)

the ''back-explosion'' pose

Do you still remember? when we're young..watching Power Rangers,when suddenly the villains win in the end of the episode,the robot malfunctioning,the evil laughed,then it stated ''to be continued...''. What were our reactions? Oh no! Power Rangers failed to save our world ! What will happen !?

But the next week,our heroes come with a new,bigger,better,faster,stronger,cuter robot and beat up evil to the ground with the finishing pose, the '' back-explosion'' hero pose.

Okay,that is fiction.As I grow up.I suddenly realize that in reality,evil usually wins.Bad guys have the luck.

Yes,there are always justice protecting us. But still, it is not enough to stop these nonsense.These bad things around us.Just look how bad Israel is,and what the world do to them? Nothing.Lack of evidence? I don't think so.

Don't you ever wondered? why some 'bad' people around you have a better life than you? Bad in term of akhlak and akidah.Corrupted.Joli sana-sini tak ingat dunia,but live unharmed. Success in life. Why? Why not you? Why them?

That's a question that I believe the answer lies in our own beliefs.That is a test from Allah. A test for them,that lives in neglect. And a test for us. Whether we want to follow their footsteps or not.

Reblog:13 alasan tipikal wanita enggan menutup aurat

This is so true.I dare each person who didn't cover their aurat to read this until the end!

Salam A'laik. Pernah nasihat dan tegur kawan-kawan anda yang tidak menutup aurat? Jom kita tengok apakah alasan yang selalu digunakan wanita yang enggan menutup aurat apabila ditegur kesalahan mereka itu. Dan apa jawapan yang mungkin sesuai untuk mereka.

1. Semua yang tutup aurat, kompom masuk syurga ke?
-Yang pasti, tak tutup aurat, kompom masuk neraka.

2. Tudung labuh pun macam baik sangat. Buat dosa jugak. Mengumpat orang.
-Bila Iblis tak mahu ikut perintah Allah untuk bersujud kepada Adam, dia menyalahkan perintah Allah itu. "Apahal pulak aku kena sujud, aku lebih baik dan mulia". Samalah dengan tudung. Tudung pula yang disalahkan, " pakai tudung tak mestinya baik..bla...bla...bla..."

3. Macamlah kau bagus sangat nak tegur aku. Kau dulu lagi jahat nak mampos.
-Tidak tersabit larangan dari Nabi untuk seseorang yang bahkan baru masuk Islam untuk pergi berdakwah kepada kaumnya. Maksudnya, dakwah itu tuntutan. Selagi kau Islam, dakwah tu wajib walaupun kau sendiri tak berapa betul. Sekurang-kurang dia insaf dan bertaubat sekarang.

4. Walau kami pakai seksi tapi hati kami baik.
-Adakah kau mendakwa diri kau mempunyai hati yang suci, iman yang tinggi dan kononnya ia sudah cukup menjamin maruah diri kau tanpa perlu menutup aurat?

5. Pakai jarang ke ketat ke, itu hak kami. Kalau tak suka jangan tengok.
-Adakah kau berani menjamin bahawa semua lelaki ajnabi mempunyai hati suci dan iman yang tinggi untuk menahan godaan syaitan serta nafsu yang membuak-buak?

6. Kami rasa apa yang kami pakai tak seksi. Terpulang kepada individu yang memandang kami.
-Seksi atau tidak, kau tetap berdosa walaupun hanya menayang sehelai rambut kau.

7. Walau kami tak bertudung, kami tetap sembahyang dan puasa.
-Apakah ibadat kau diterima? Kau yakin cuma dengan berpuasa sudah cukup untuk menjamin kau masuk syurga?

8. Sukahati kamilah nak pakai macam ni. Kami tak susahkan hidup orang lain.
-Kau sebenarnya dah susahkan bapa, abang, adik, suami serta orang lain dengan menarik mereka ke neraka bersama kau disebabkan mereka tidak menegur dan gagal mendidik kau.

9. Apa yang kami pakai, ini antara kami dengan Tuhan.
-Berani cakap di dunia, berani ke kau cakap macam tu depan Allah nanti? Lawan perintah Allah, Neraka tempatnya.

10. Kami pakai seksi macam ni, sebab ikut arahan photographer/pengarah filem untuk disesuaikan dalam scene. (ayat artis)
-Sanggup patuh arahan mereka daripada patuh suruhan Allah?

11. Bukan kami tak mahu menutup aurat, cuma masih belum sampai seru.
-Mati tidak mengenal usia. Tak takut ke mati dalam usia muda? Tak sempat nak bertaubat nanti.

12. Takkan nak buat perubahan secara drastik? Slow-slow la..
-Boleh ke cakap kat Malaikat Izrail nanti, tunggu kejap! Lepak la dulu. Jangan ambil lagi nyawa aku.

13. Tutup aurat tu bagus tapi kami tidak mahu hipokrit kerana tidak ikhlas melakukannya.
-Kalau begitu kau sebenarnya memang hipokrit kerana tidak ikhlas beragama Islam.

*Taken from www.solihinzubir.com*

3 things you need to remember when you see pretty girls

When you go anywhere,.park,malls etc.Or even walking in your school or university,.You'll surely bump into pretty girls that catch your eyes (if you're a girl,then it will be handsome boy).

And by any chance,you started to think ''ehh,so pretty la this girl.I think I want to flirt her!''

Better STOP! and remember this 3 Awie and Noa's principles !

First,if you think she is pretty,remember that you're not the first one to notice that.There are hundreds of people,or maybe thousands that already know her,add her as friend in FB,have their contact number,and label her as PRETTY! you're not the only one lah!

Secondly,if you think that you can flirt and get her,remember that there are hundreds men that already try to flirt that girl.And most of it FAILED ! And there are even mens that far more handsome and have more money than you tried to get her.What's the point of trying if the percentage of success is really-really small! It'll be a waste of time :P

And third,if you think she is pretty,remember that most of pretty girl already have a boyfriend ! the words ''sorry,ive already have a boyfriend..'' can really dig a large hole in your heart ! xD

so don't bother trying !

but,

(If all men adhere those principles,then I'll go to number 4,Aman's principle)

''If all men follow your 3 principles,then there will be no men flirting.I'll be the only one ! and surely I can get that pretty girl ! For sure !''

LOL ;3