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Ahmad Nazrin: Qw xske pmpuan melayu ke?

Some of u might think the same.. ''Awie,dont u like malay girls?''

ATTENTION

If you're gonna read this with ''eeewww! geli la awie'' or ''Awie da pndai jiwang2 skang!'',.so STOP reading and just continue Facebooking,Youtubing,Myspacing or do what ever u want to,which is better than you're wasting your time here..

Back to the question,. Awie,dont u like malay girls? (based on my post "queens of my heart'') Hey! Of course i do! Deep in my heart, i want to find girlfriend..Opss! my noona said that it suppose to be SPECIAL girlfriend,. that is malay,muslims,just an ordinary girl,come from a good family with a good personality,.wearing scarf,. happy-gold-lucky,soft and gentle,. looks nerdy,.Hey! why im starting to describe ''someone that cannot be named'' or as Faten Muhd would say ''Gadis bertudung Oren"?! xD

She just remain as history..

why did i fall in love with you?

~TVXQ-Doushite kimi wo suki ni natte shimattandarou~

Well,maybe its not the right time yet,. But come to think of it,having a girlfriend with the age of 18 isn't something that against nature nowadays.Even some of my friends which is younger than me already have the experienced ''changing'' girlfriend 3-5 times!

2008,. Its my 1st experience having a girlfriend,. Nahh,.till now,i cant say that ''she is my ex'',.The relationship only last for 1 month,10 days (+/-),. With her,all that i get just hurt over and over again..

Its love if its hurt.It must be love,thats why its hurt

~min kyung hoon-love hurts~

My friends had started to see changing in my personality,.Here,i want to make it clear,.

The changing,its not that i ''ignoring friends when i have a girlfriend'',but at that time,its just the hardest part of my life,.Blerhh,.maybe some of u might understand what i'm trying to explain here,. believing someone u love,or your friends,. well,friends win as always!

Don't want to talk much about that,.what's done is done! As i believe,everything happen for a reason and something happen to make the seasons.. Solving her mind is just like solving Nizar's Rubik Cube! I tried my best but still,she's playing others.. (this is the good use of hacking social website,maybe?)

the last part of this puzzle is the hardest

Have fate that someone I love would love me back, even that i had try to steal her heart,isnt working,. Accepting others and learn to love her just bring more despair,. So,what should I do?!

Seriously,its really irritating when someone that already have a girlfriend/boyfriend saying ''be cool awie,you'll have one someday!'',.Yes! I do believe in that,but what if it isnt true?

One person that share the same fate as me is Noa North,. Noa,are you reading this?? Well,Aqmal too,. we're the ''Bujang Lapok Kota Keriangan''..hahahh xD

Aman,are you still ''bujang''?? @_@

The reality is really killing me! Just look at my friends love situation,. Oh man! So romantic lahh they all,. Ksatriya n Bella just like Romeo and Juliet!

-Romeo X Juliet anime-

Now,im learning to see ''beauty'' as internally,not externally,. But its really hard though,. Believe me!

Naturally,we will like someone that goodlooking and so called as ''my type''..

But someone you like,doesnt mean that she/he is someone u'll love or someone that will love u back! External beauty,will not last long,. Even Dato' Siti Nur Haliza starting to have wrinkles in her face! What really matters is internal beauty,which last eternally,.

Who cares if your girlfriend/boyfriend isnt goodlooking? I really hate someone that keep saying ''look at that couple,the girl is very pretty,but her boyfriend tak hansem mne pun!''

would u just shut up and mind your own business! (hehe,sometimes,my heart speaks the same!)

Jodoh,. isnt something that u can wait forever..Yes,Allah had already fated us with someone,.But,we also have to try our best to find it,then comes tawakal,.

U like someone,.but years after years,u just wait.. Then,he/she just walk away just like wind,then u'll say ''well,what to do,its not my jodoh with him/her''..

Its not it! try your best 1st! If she/he doesnt have the will to love u back,so then its not your jodoh!

I've talk much about this,. even that i still doesnt have one,.quite ashamed of myself,. Huhu,. Anyway,thanks for your time!

Looking back to the things i've done.I just tryin' to be someone.

I play my part,kept u in the dark.

Now let me show u the shape of my heart

~Backstreet Boys-Shape of my heart~

Queens Of My Heart?

Hehe,. so these girls are the queens of my heart!

Boys out there,dont touch them or else i'll kill ya!

Lets starts with number 4!

Its NANA from AfterSchool!

Nana (나나)

Birth name: Im Jin-ah (임진아)

Date of birth: September 14, 1991

Position: Vocalist, Lead Dancer

Theres nothing much i would like to say about her,but the 1st time I saw her in Star Golden Bell Challenge,. I was like.. ''Aqmal,you're wrong! AfterSchool members also quite pretty! I take NANA for an example!! xD

Folks,here comes number 3!

Its Hyomin from T-ARA!

Hyomin

Birth name: Park Sun-young (박선영)

Date of birth: May 30, 1989

Position: Vocalist, Rapper

Bo Peep,Bo Peep,Bo Peep,. Auuuwww! Meow! its T-Ara's cat face xD.She is so cute and funny as well! Blerhh,.watch out! sometimes,she can be sooo hot and daring! ^ㅠ^

If u ever watched Invincible Youth,u'll know Hyomin's true colour! Disturbing others in IY is her ''hobby''!

Here comes number 2!

Its Nicole from KARA!

Nicole

Birth Name: Jung Yong Joo (정용주)

Birth Date: October 7, 1991

Position:Vocalist

The 1st time i saw her in Lets Go Dream Team,. i was like,.. ''is she really KARA Nicole?! O_o'

Oh ma gee,. No wonder the crowds going wild when its Nicole's turns to pitch!

Rank number 6 in ''korean most beautiful eyes''..said Aqmal..

Her new hair is soooo cool! Oh man! Her bang covering her eyes,. Its sure hard to see with that kind of hairstyle!

Here comes lucky number 1!

seems like she's the only one that can make me faint just by her wink!

Its CHOI SOOYOUNG from SNSD! Heyl yeah!

Choi SooYoung

Birth Name:Choi Soo-Young

Birth Date:February 10,1990

Position: Back up Vocalist

I still remember the 1st time i saw her in Genie MV,.From those 9 beautiful girls in SNSD,she's the only one that catch my eyes!

Also known as ''Shikshin'',the food goddess,. she eats a lot but still remain slim (45kg)!

She's the tallest in SNSD (170cm),even taller than me! (166cm)

Although she's the 3rd youngest members in SNSD,the eight other members acknowledge her as ''the unnie that can be trusted''

She's the 1st person that SoNyuh will refer if they have any problems.(same as me huh? ahaha!)

Just cant get my eyes of you! (currently my handphone wallpaper!)

So,thats it! the 4 queens of my heart! Yeah,i know,not even 1 of them know me,and 99.99999% person in the world would say ''tak sepadan lah!'' but its okay,as long as im happy with them! I mean,with their pics n vids! Thats more than enough.

So called my noona! All of them are older than me.. @_@

No worries nahh! It still not much difference between us,.ehehe,.

If you're asking ''Awie,why is it just 4?! why dont you make ''top 10 girls'',or something like that?''

then,ask your Ustaz how many woman can a man married! ahaha xD

Ps-This is just for fun.

So,girls out there that had crushed on me,dont be sad!

haha!! xD

I wonder if there is.... ahaks!

Superman

I can't stand to fly

I'm not that naive
I'm just out to find
The better part of me

I'm more than a bird:I'm more than a plane
More than some pretty face beside a train
It's not easy to be me

Wish that I could cry
Fall upon my knees
Find a way to lie
About a home I'll never see

It may sound absurd:but don't be naive
Even Heroes have the right to bleed
I may be disturbed:but won't you conceed
Even Heroes have the right to dream
It's not easy to be me

Up, up and away:away from me
It's all right:You can all sleep sound tonight
I'm not crazy:or anything:

I can't stand to fly
I'm not that naive
Men weren't meant to ride
With clouds between their knees

I'm only a man in a silly red sheet
Digging for kryptonite on this one way street
Only a man in a funny red sheet
Looking for special things inside of me

It's not easy to be me.

GIN

''Ble kte nk g Times Square lg?''

Ayat terakhir yg aku ucap kpd Muhammad Aqmal Bin Abu Bakar.Wlaupun baru 2 1/2 tahun berkwn dgnnya,aku merasakn sprti sudah mngenalinya dari kecil,.

Kami mnjdi rpat kerana ''ZERO RANGE''.Dia antara kwnku yg paling berusaha dlm mmbawa ZR ke tahap yg lebih tinggi.Tidak sia2 aku mngajarnya bermain gitar,kerana akhirnya bakat tersebut dicurahkn kpd band kami.Klau tidak kerana kritikannya stiap kali kami jamming,sudah tntu lagu2 kami mnjd hambar.

Mementingkan persahabatan.Aku yakin,dy benar2 dpt memahami apa itu ''kawan'' stelah mnemui diriku,Noa,Fakhi,Fadhli,Aiman,Aizat,Amir,Azman,Aman,Shootie,Ana,Qila,Filzah dan smua kwn2 di Seri Iskandar. Tidak hairanlah jika dy sanggup mmbawa kami berjln2 di sekitar Ipoh,Lumut semata-mata utk menghrgai masa yg ada utk diluangkn bersama,.

Mencintai seseorang yg salah,.Itu adalh antara persamaan aku dan dia,.Mungkin itulh takdir yg akn mngajar kta supaya mnjd lebih dewasa.

Dia juga SONES sjati! SNSD ntara cara utk mngubati kekosongan di hati,.Kami tahu,mugkin impian kami hnya skdar mimpi kosong,namun siapa tahu? Mungkin satu hari nnt impian itu mnjd knyataan..

Berbincang perihal kwn2,sambil manjamah burger adlh ntara hobi kami di ''Kota Keriangn'',.Adakah kmi mngumpat?

Semoga kau mndpt kejayaan di MMU dan yg paling pnting, 5 tahun lg,kita akan teruskn usaha utk mmbawa ZR ke persada seni tanah air! Insyaallah!

Aqmal:Ada ape2 lg ke ek yg tertinggal? Aku risau ada bnda tertinggal..

Aku:(ko mninggalkn memori ko kat sini) bisik hatiku..

-tada arigatou,sayonara-

A-Mega

''Jom main carrom kat uma aku lg ptg ni!''

Tiba2,tringt pula pd zaman djah 5 dulu,di Skolah Agama Rakyat,Taman Maju.Waktu tu,tiada apa yg trisi di kepala melainkan main,main dan main! 24 jam main!

Sjak dulu lg,rumah atuk mnjd sasaran kwn2ku berkumpul,. stiap ptg,slps selesai mngaji di SAR,semua kwn2ku akn berkumpul di rmhku utk bermain,.carrom,beyblade,crushgear,dash Yankuro dan pelbagai lg permainan mgikut musim,.

Dan slh seorang drpd kwn2ku itu ialah Muhammad Amir Ardzhar Bin Fahimuddin.. Sjak djah 5,kami akrab,.

Menjejakkn kaki ke alam Sekolah Menengah,pertalian persahanatan kami smakin kukuh.Di mana aku berada,di situlh dy akan berada!!

Semasa form 2,wrestling mnjd kehidupan kami,. takda cerita lain,wresling,wrestling,wrestling! Rob VAn Dam,Stone Cold,John Cena,.Siapa mng? Siapa kalah? smuanya ''up-to-date''.

Naik pula ke menengah atas,lgu2 rock pula yg mnjad topik harian.Avenged Sevenfold,System of A down,HIM,Muse,. ckp shaja nama band rock,smua kami kenal!

Form 5 dahulu..disebabkn ada kelas tambahan,pergi ke sekolah pun aku menumpang motosikalnya,.Stiap pg,dy akn dtg mngambilku di rumah,.

Satu kelebihan pd dy,yg aku xdpt lihat pd kwn2 yg lain ialah sikap membantu dan rela melakukn apa yg termmpu demi rakan2,.nk diringkaskan,dylah yg paling boleh diharap! walaupun kdg kala,dy bercakap besar...

Namun,.

21 Mei 2010...

''Aqmal,ak rse ame da gerak kedah laa''

''Agakny''

''dy xwt farewell kat kwn2 ke? Aneh lak ak rse''

''Tah dy.Ko xtnya?''

''Cam mls lak ak nk tnye.Coz klau btul dy nk jmpe kwn2 last time dy sniri akn pegi,bkn sbb ak tye dy''

''Ko trasa ngn dy ke?''

''Ofkos la trase.. Kwn lme kowt..''

''Tah ar.Ak no komen''

23 mei,dy menjejakkn kaki ke menara gading,namun dy tdk berjumpa dgnku,mahupun kwn2 rapat buat kali terakhir,.

Pd fikiranku,mungkin dy mngaggap pkara ini tdk penting atau mungkin dy terlalu sibuk dgn persiapan,.Siapa tahu?

Amir,bek ko pkai nme O-Mega,bru cool!

Xnk laa,bek pkai A-Mega,xde nmpk cam ak tiru nme O-chibi!

~tada arigatou,sayonara~

Zaturn

''Korang ni adik beradik ke ??''

Seigt aku,itulah ayat & soalan pertama yg aku ajukan kpd Muhammad Izzatur Rahman Bin Jumhari semasa di Sekolah Agama Rakyat,djah 3,. kebetuln,dy mndftr msuk serentak dgn Haidhar,.

Semasa darjah 6,kami berdualh ''hero'' pusat sumber SK Seri Iskandar.Stiap pagi,ktorang akan duk ''bertugas'' di situ.Klau xda cgu Zakiah memantau,goyang kaki jelah jwbnya!

Trus ke tingkatan 1,aku rsa selesa berkwn dgn dy,.

Perngai dy ni mcm angin,.suka berubah2,.always care about others,responsible,trustworthy,.

but sometimes,quite_over _and_a_little_bit_of_ego,maybe..

(missing words in the blank? use some spells to read it..) congrats,u are a magician!

Saling mempercayai ntara 1 sama lain mnyebabkn ktorang bnyk berkongsi rahsia & masalah,. Hinggalah ke saat ini,....

Walaubagaimanapun,esok dy dah nk msuk matriks,. Sorry aman,aku xfollow!

Aku doakn yg terbaik utk ko,.semoga ko dpt bjumpa dgn kwn2 bru dan terus cemerlang dlm akademik,.Dont worry,cuti nnt,kte bleh lepak2 lg,.uhuhukk

Seberapa rapatkah persahabatan ktorang??

Akulah yg mmberi nma ''Zaturn'' kpd dy,.Dialh yg mmberi nma ''AgentC'' kpd aku!

Dan nma tersebut melekat hingga ke hari ini!

~Tada Arigatou,Sayonara Zaturn-kun~

Fikiran Masin

Sedang ak mndgr lagu favouriteku,’’why I fall in love with you’’,nyanyian DBSK,tiba2..

‘’Dupp’’ bunyi ipodku terjatuh dari paras riba

Dlm hatiku ‘’alamak,ni msti rosak nih..’’

Hmm..fikiran ‘’masin’’ ak mnjadi lg..btul2 ipodku rosak.Skrinnya putih.Blank..

Wlaupun ak me’reset’nya bberapa kali,namun ttp xberhasil..

Sedang ipodku dlu pnah tercampak,siap terpijak,namun ttp ok..Peliknya,jatuh dari paras riba boleh rosak??

‘’Ni jge elok2,abah dpt murah sbb bli kat kwn’’ pesan abah smasa mmberiku ipod tersebut sbg hadiah hr jd..Nmpknya,ak telah gagal..

Mana lagi nk cari,Ipod 8gb dgn hrga Rm248..hmm

Selama hari ni,iPod itulah yg menemaniku shuffle,kluar bjln,kem,kelas tmbahan,giatmara,kelas memandu dan yg paling pntig,menyanyikan lgu ‘’If’’ utk ak tidur stiap mlm..skarang,ak rse janggal apabila di dlm poketku,tdk ada lg tersumbat Ipod dan wyr earphone yg pnjg berjurai..

Dah selalu sgt jd mcm ni..dlu kad maybank atuk.Mmg aneh.Aku yakin,ak masukkn kad tersebut di tgh dompetku..Tp ntah mcm mna,tba2 ak terfikir yg kad tersebut hilang.

Padahnya,btul2 kad tersebut hilang! Hilang dlm dompet! Aneh.. Wujud ke ‘’fikiran masin’’??

Namun,apa yg mmbimbangknku,sprti satu demi satu bnda kesayanganku hilang drpdku..

Klau dulu topi,skarang ipod,.

lepas ni?? Hmm =(

‘’Wanie: Eh awie,nape bli Ipod wne pink?’’

‘’Aku:I like Pink! Bole ak jd geng ko,wanie pinky! Haha’’

=(Sayonara Pinkus iPod)=