Thursday, October 28, 2010

Of Blue-bear and Tue



There's something that I treasure the most.Its a blue-bear phonechain.Its written ''tue'' which means tuesday on it.

Without hesitation,I bought a few bear-phonechains.To give to my best friends.

When I was young,I didn't have much money.But,I really don't want to be bias.As the result,I borrowed my grandma money,just to be fair to my friends.My hunger later is just for weeks,as the present will stay forever.I do believe.

But sadly,there are some that I didn't manage to give.I'm so sorry.Some that live far away,and some that I really wanted to give,but even the money that I borrowed isn't enough.

I know,maybe its just a fancy bear,with thread in their head,but it is the mark of my appreciation to them.Its okay if they had lost it now,but I do hope that they still remember it,
and appreciate it as well as I appreciated them.

Apart from that, there is one that I keep for myself.The only one that catch my eyes.Its the Blue-''tue'' bear.. Its just a plain blue colored bear,but there's something about it that really attract me..

As it's the first phonechain that I bought,I really didn't want to give it to anyone.Promise to myself that I will take care of it even if its worn.

But maybe they're promises that really made to be broken.I didn't have it anymore.I didn't taking care of it anymore..

I didn't lost it.In fact,I put it to the safest place.Its with someone that i fell in love with.As her birthday present.

Deep in my heart,I know that its the only chance for me to give her a present.. the aim,is to give something that is meaningful.. As the time is running out,I decided to give her that blue-bear.. If there's something that is more precious than that,maybe its my own heart..

Im not brave enough.I didn't gave it directly.Im afraid that she wouldn't accept it.So,I asked one of her best friend to give it to her..

In return,she text me to say thanks.Somehow,I feel that the message is much more worthy than that blue bear.

I know she wouldn't read this.But I do hope that she will continue my job to take care of it.

Because maybe its the only thing that will make her remind me.

As someone that is fool enough to fell in love with her.


this one is for Noa,Aqmal and Fakhi
looks like the Ultraman had lost its arms in a battle
LOL :D




1 comments:

nina nasaruddin said...

saya suka ultraman cacat tu ! LOL

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