Reality of Realities

Thursday, September 23, 2010

Ceritera Hari Raya

Its still not too late to wish you dear readers Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri! Although I know most of you didn't feel the mood of raya atm =_="

Everday is an adventure! Just want to share SOME of my experience and pics during this raya..

checkitout! >_<

1st raya,2010 :

Went to Sg Siput,to my uncle house.My grandmother (my father's mom) live there.Meet my awesome cousins! Syafiq and Shukri! Syafiq has grown really tall.. Quite ashamed of myself.. T_T.. but thanks god i still taller than Shukri! :D

Oh yes! Shukri said that he promote Zero Range songs to her college classmate.Perhh,most of them bluetoothing the songs! (although the recording isnt clear enough) >_<..

and im really shocked when i heard Shukri can remember most of ZR lyrics and guitar chord! and he even can play the tabs! Im really impressed!

This is Shukri .I captured this pic when the 3 of us hangout

at Kuala Kangsar that raya night..

2nd raya 2010:

Back to Seri Iskandar.Gettin' my so called ''duit raya'' from uncle/aunty.. thankkyouu very much ya! And play with Alisya,Asu's daughter!

Mak and the cute Alisya ^_^

3rd raya 2010

My open house! Meet Yaya,Ros,and Ana after a looooongg time! thx god yaya wearing high heels.. at first,i tought that she had grown taller that me..phewww~..

Then,we go to Syuti's house.Her sister gettin engaged..She really does look like gettin' married instead xD

at syuti's house..

haha! lol at my expression! xD

4th raya 2010

Go to Asu new house! whoahh,its quite huge! we're reading yaasin to make sure theres nothin' else except us in the house =_="..

Taman Botani,Simpang Pulai.Perak

5th raya 2010

Athma really does love me.. as soon as i wake up,i felt like my throat has been chocked..

Plus,mak bought me Baskin Robin ice cream.. so sorry throat,I cant resist it! As the result,i really gettin' sick T_T.. watching movie with mak,abah and Iqa.. first of all,we wanted to watch Resident evil.Sadly,Iqa still underage..

so we decided to watch Grownups..OMG,probably one of the funniest movie i ever watched! Ben Stiller is the best! Seriously,you'd better watch it! :D (and that tall girl is really HOT! xD)

5th raya 2010:

Havoc started! Raya tour! the first house is Filzah's.. its really bring back 2009 memory T_T..

Meet Fana! Her voice still the same.. Dolphin-type pitching! keke.. after that,we went to Aiman house.. following after that is Cikgu Hamid,Qiela,Faki and last but not least, Fadhli house.. Haidhar,cant you stop teasing me there..? -___-"

grownups! :D

ZR shuffle team!

Raya pose! :D

Feels like wanna slap those 3 sitting down! haha

and then slap these 3!

Assalamualaikum!!!

Playin' with water

6 raya 2010:

2nd raya tour with friends.. Amir forced me to go although im really sick at that time.. The first house is Noa.. following with Aman,Cikgu Raja,Tasnim and Fena.. Noa,i still can remember the taste of that ''wasabi'' keropok..haha

~Suasana di hari raya~

7th raya 2010

Im really shocked to know that Jack Studio is closing.. *sigh*.. probably,the last message that Bro Jack will send me is ''ttup.barang smua nk jual dah''.. Its really sad to know it.. Jack studio is one of the best! I still remember the first time ZR had jamming session there.. and how bro jack really shocked to know that we play our own songs.. but know,everything just left as memory..

So does D'sham Studio..closed coz of their function on that night..sorry aqmal,our planned to had our final jamm had ruined..

Our 1st jamming session at Jack Studio.The pic was taken by Bro Jack itself,

and uploaded to Chorus Studio Myspace with a caption

"Zero Range from Seri Iskandar.Very nice song they wrote and play''

8th raya 2010

Wanie open house.Amir called me at 10 o'clock..

''awie,dtg la cepat rumah wanie..''

''ok,nnt jap.Ak nk bersiap....."

back to sleep...zZzz.After a few hour

''Awie,apsal lme sgt ko bersiap?''

''urrhhh..Huhh? owh2 okay..korang lme lg ke?

"Lme lg nii..''

"jap,nk siap..''

Sorry Amir,Im extremely sleepy at that time..keke.. And adventure really does happen that day! My white kancil stuck coz of the stubbbidity of someone who blocked the only way out from there.. So,I decided to use the muddy way (after seeing many cars crossing it) but sadly..

''noa,.kte redah je..gamble!''

Plushhh! my front tyre stuck ! whatthaheyl! In front of a kenduri! oh no!!!

Then,come some pakcik give ''great'' idea..

''Xboleh ni adik.Klau ada batang pisang msti boleh''

''mne nk cari batang pisang ni pakcik?'' said noa.

''cari je..''

Lol.Pakcik..I really appreciate your idea..but its 1.40pm in the afternoon..in the residential area..not a village..its not funny to give that idea when we're really not in mood..and come other pakcik..

''panggil 2-3 org,boleh tarik nii''

Huhhh pakcik..thats really logical..but why cant you count yourself as one of the ''2-3 org''? Cant you see i really need help right now? I really disappointed with the people who came to that kenduri..why cant they help us? do you think its some kind of ''drama swasta'' or ''gimik hari raya''? thanks god,come two bro's act as hero to pull it,while im reversing it.. then,we went back to Wanie house.To wash the mud.. Urhhh!! Im felt so ashamed!

After that,we go to Nizar's open house..meet with Ezord and Asyraf..Ezord,what happen to you? you really does gettin bigger!

Final thing to do,cut my hair... Ta-da! Its sure does shock you a lot! haha

I hope Mak doesnt find out about this..keke >_<

8th raya 2010:

Back to reality.. back to UITM Penang.. Back to study.. Back for more charlie-fighting-action.. the end T_T

back for the hunt..

Oh Aidilfitri..oh Ramadhan..i really missed you a lot.. hope that we can meet again next year..

Monday, August 30, 2010

Over-diffusing and Overloaded Changing

Its about 3 months I gone through a new life here at UITM Pulau Pinang.Live as a university students is quite hard.Assignments,project works,homeworks,forums,sketches.. Urhh,.getting busy day by day T_T

Although its only 3 months,there's so many things that i'd learned about peoples and the facts that all people around us isn't the same.

The hardest part is,most of us undergoes changing when we're surrounded by a new surrounding. We're still teenagers.Its up to us whether the changing that we undergo is from negative to positive (which means,we're so lucky) or vice versa.

So,i just want to share some of my opinions on how to be that lucky person! :D

1.The most important thing is,we mustn't be far away from our religion.As a muslim,we mustn't forget to pray to Allah and dont forget our ibadah .What that i can see clearly,and usually happen to all universities is social problems.Before this,I always said bad things when i see university students gather,extremely close between girl and boys.But,as i become a university students myself,that view is just normal.But deep in my heart,extremely close between a girl and a boy,or as we called it social problems isnt a good thing,as we must take care of our limit as a muslimin and muslimah.But the major problem is,most of muslim students had forgotten that boundary.Its such a sad thing though.

2.We mustn't forget our aim to be here,which is to study! As a part-one students,I clearly can feel the passions and spirits of study at here.Although its just a test,most of the students study quite serious.Just look at Bilik Bacaan Zamrud a day before physic test.Its full of students studying.Maybe it is because of the carried marks system,but maybe,we're still part-one students! That aim of studying still clear in our mind! If all UITM students take study that serious,how come there's still numbers of students repeating papers in part 3-5? What if they still have that ''part-one'' fresh spirits? will they failed? I'm not blaming on them,if they had tried their best.But some of them failed because they had forgotten their aim to be here,which is to study.Maybe the freedom as a university students had blinded them.

3.Don't judge a book by its cover! Which also means that,we mustn't judge a person by their face! Be wise in choosing friends.This is so important as we get along with new friends here. Yes,most of them can be trusted,but it is just a most.Not all persons that we can trust.Back to basic.Before we put our trust to someone,how about we check their background,manners and their behavior first.Is he/she someone that you can trust or isnt he/she?

4.If you dont want to be changed into a worst person,how about be your ownself,just like before you come here. Sometimes,doing nothing is the best thing to do.Always asked yourself ''am I like this before?''.. If you had started to feel changes (negatively),then you're quite lucky.It means that you still have the chance to be your own-better-person just like before.Beware! changes is extremely hard to be detected by our ownself!

5.Each of your action here,just simply remind yourself "what if my mum and dad know about this?"..Doing all thing without thinking the bad effect is not freedom.Always bear in mind that the real freedom is when our parents take good care of us.Like in the ''Ba-gua" movie, "ALL OUR PARENTS ACTION IS FOR OUR OWN GOOD!''..

Thats just some of my opinions.And yes,each person have different point of view.Its up to you to differentiate between bad and good. Wallahu'alam :D

Saturday, August 28, 2010

CNBlue-Teardrops In the Rain

No one ever sees, no one feels the pain

Teadrops in the rain

I wish upon a star, I wonder where you are

I wish you're coming back to me again

And everything's the same like it used to be

I see the days go by and still I wonder why

I wonder why it has to be this way

Why can't I have you here just like it used to be

I don't know which way to choose

How can I find a way to go on ?

I don't know if I can go on without you oh

Even if my heart's still beating just for you

I really know you are not feeling like I do

And even if the sun is shining over me

How come I still freeze ?

No one ever sees, no one feels the pain

I shed teardrops in the rain

I wish that I could fly, I wonder what you say

I wish you're flying back to me again

Hope everything's the same like it used to be

I don't know which way to choose

How can I find a way to go on

I don't know if I can go on without you, without you

Even if my heart's still beating just for you

I really know you are not feeling like I do

And even if the sun is shining over me

How come I still freeze ?

No one ever sees, no one feels the pain

I shed teardrops in the rain

Oh... I shed teardrops in the rain

Oh... Hey... Teardrops in the rain

Even if my heart's still beating just for you

I really know you are not feeling like I do

And even if the sun is shining over me

How come I still freeze ?

No one ever sees (no one) no one feels the pain (no one)

I shed teardrops in the rain

Teardrops in the rain

Teardrops in the rain...

download link:

http://www.4shared.com/audio/jsMCkonF/cnblue_Teardrops_in_the_rain.htm

Wednesday, August 25, 2010

Abstracting Is Art!

AwieAGC is currently addicted in abstracting! >_<

It is so fun and cool to play with Adobe Photoshop CS5 or also known as ''White Rabbit''!

Here are some of my editing,hope u'll like it!

Oh yes.. I'm a new learner.. Hope that you can criticize my artwork so that i can be better!

I like this :D

another ZR logo experiment

Miss Noorli said "Sharing Is Caring"..

Interested? get your own fully-cracked-portable Adobe Photshop CS5.

Simply go to http://www.4shared.com/file/ufOmEwZJ/Adobe_Photoshop_CS5_Portable.htm

And don't forget to download brushes at www.brushesdownload.com

Monday, August 23, 2010

Ego-lastic.

Should I? Or shouldn't I?

I would choose shouldn't,although my heart scream out "Go for it Awie! you still have the chance to get her!" Hey heart,hear this..I dont want to be egoistic. This matter,it's seriously about two hearts,not just you,my heart!

Its been a while since the last time I say her name or I hear rumors about her.It has been a taboo to myself.Until suddenly,one of my friends tell me something on facebook...

''......She afraid you would find someone else in UITM Penang''

''I dont believe it,Dont lie to me.."

"No im not.I didnt lie to you"

''Can you prove it?"

"Ask one of her room mate by yourself.."

Okay.So, I do asked one of her room mate.Just as I thought,its just a misunderstanding.. Actually,she said "i really didn't believe Awie.He will find someone else soon.."

Haha.yeah.. thats the reality.From those words,i can conclude that she probably would be happy if I really do find someone else here.Plus,she didnt believe in me at all..

I should stop believing in something that just come in my dream."She afraid you would find someone else in UITM Penang'' and "I really didn't believe Awie.He will find someone else soon.." are two sentences that sounds quite same,but very difference in meaning.

Should I continue trying? Or shouldn't I? EQ vs IQ.. Yes,i do love her.But i don't know if I still have the courage to get close to her.Or even get her heart.I just don't want to get hurt.Maybe im a coward.But sometimes,being a coward is the best thing to do.

Someone said to me "Just be connected to her! text her! IM on Facebook!"

I'd already done that.The last time I IM her on FB,the conversation turned out to be a ''one-way-conversation''.Im the only one who asking.And she just answering one by one.Atleast,cant she just asked me on my study or something like that?

and she didn't replied to my last message.Probably out of prepaid.Hope so.

Sigh..I still can't see someone here,in UITMPP that have the ''accent'' like her.So,just be me,here.. no ''girl-hunting''..Perhaps,I completely doesn't have those ''double L'' feeling anymore.Like and Love.

She said "Im happy to be friend with you.Lets be friend forever''..

guess what? I said "yeah,friends forever.."

Dear reader,can you relate on that? still,a few words shows a huge meaning..If someone tell me to wait for her.Then Im asking you back ''till when? till she find someone else and at that moment,all that i get is pain all over again?'' what a happy ending..let just be friend FOREVER..

Atleast,I still believe that Allah is wise and merciful.She would fated me with someone.Only time will tell.

Wednesday, August 18, 2010

Break-Habit-Fasting xD

ATTENTION!

Do not read this while you're still fasting! Or else,this might test the strength of your Iman! >_<

Oowyeeeeah!! We're eating 3 large and 3 regular size of Domino Pizza for breakfasting!

SPECIAL DELIVERY! >_<

Rm16.40 per persons,but its worth it! For the very 1st time,I ate 4 slice of large pizza and 3 slice of regular one, none stop!

Haidhar made weird kind of jokes again! As he ordering the food,he said ''.........we also want to order two LA-SAG-NA"

Bwahaha!! Its sounds like "LAKSA-NA"!! xD

-nuffsaid =P-

Saturday, August 14, 2010

Shuffle-Mumble

Music Makes Addict

Its been a while since the last time I uploaded my shuffle vids on Youtube.Damn it.I miss shuffling with ZR's so much T_T

I still clearly remember how ''weird'' my shuffle style is back then in form 4.Fortunately,after 2 years of shuffling,thanks god i'm improving.Although I still can't beat most of the legends such as HR Speedodevo,THF Ochibi.MI Ryu and TIHB Simphony,but the passion of Hard Dancing is the best!

Shuffling around school,house,Bandar U lakeville,shopping mall,performing on stage..owyeah! been chased out by the guard and warned by police for entering old building just for shuffle! >_<

This year,Nizar,Noa and I had participated in Shuffle Online Tournament in Youtube.It is so exciting because our opponents come from shufflers around the world! My rank is number 6,but suddenly the tourney turned out to be suddendeath =_="

But its okay,i love the experienced to be part of it.And yeah! The winner of the tourney is Aaron3il from Austria,the one who kicked me out of the tourney with the results 3-2!

A special thanks to some vids editors that put me in their shuffle compilation.I appreciate it so much :D

And a words for you Nizar.When we have time,lets record new vids again like the old time dude!

These are my fav ZR shuffle vids.Im glad if u would watch it :D